"Dear Diary

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward
I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...

I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way...."
etc.

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I was inspired to draw this after hearing the Emo Kid song OVER AND OVER D8 So...after I found this picture [link] by , I decided to do it. I drew and Emo. and...I love it to death. TT___TT

I tried a new style here, obviously. Painted looking and without lineart. I think i might do it more often. Also, I doesn't take very long to do. XD''

Oh yea, this is Arjii btw, my OC from Invader Zim. See his story um... somewhere. >__> In a nutshell he was going to be turned Irken by the Tallest, but they PHAILED and he only became partially Irken. (Hence the clouded eyes and greenish tint to his skin) The scars on his chest are from the claw thingy that holds him down when they try to get him his pak. Oh yea, I almost forgot. He's emo. *brick'd*

time taken: 1 and 30 minutes
listening to: nothing >__>
materials: pencils for sketch and photoshop for coloring

Arjii is copyright me, ~halfdemondog
Image reference is copyright to: ~Deemer-Stock
song is copyright to: Adam and Andrew

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